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The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me
Tuesday, September 2, 2008, 1:34 AM

YAY!! Finally can post slash here! Don't worry, this is not twilight slash coz I know a no. of you would kill me so I will post bandslash! But then Jasmine He would kill me coz the pairing is Gabe Saporta x William Beckett :P BTW, I don't own the title, it belongs to MCR.

Warning: This story contains suicidal attempts... if you're allergic to that , please leave.

William stood on the edge of the roof, watching the cars below zoom pass. He had been suffering from depression for the past few months and it recently gotten worse when he turned suicidal. Since then, he's been trying to use music to help him feel better.

It worked for the first time but even music slowly turned useless to him, including everything else in this world. Soon, he became more withdrawn from the world and society until he eventually would shut himself up in his room for long hours.

William turned to look for the lastime, knowing very well that there won't be anyone to stop him. He sighed, and slowly he was about to step off the roof when -

"William!" somebody shouted.

He immediately turned and saw Gabe running towards him.

"What are you doing here?" William asked.

"You don't have to resort to suicide, William," Gabe said. "We can talk this out, trust me."

"No, we can't," he spat, tears running down his cheeks."Everything's useless, there's nothing we could do. So what's the point of living in such a messed up world?"

"Please, William," Gabe pleaded tears were running down his cheeks too. "Listen to me, suicide is ******* ********, Think, you want to die just beacuse you think that the whole world is messed up. But trust me, I promise that I'll help you and show you that not everything in this world is messed up."

"Gabe," William said.

"Trust me," Gabe said, grabbing his wrist.

"No, I can't do it. I'm sorry, Gabe," William sobbed, yanking his wrist away.

William turned and Gabe yelled, "No!" He immediately grabbed William's wrist and both of them tumbled onto the rooftop.

Gabe hugged William tightly and sobbed, "Please don't do it, I don't want you to die because I love you."

William sat up and asked, "Huh?"

Gabe gripped William's hands and said, "I love you and I want to help you get over your depression. It really hurts me to see you like this."

"Gabe..."

"I promise that I'll show you that even though the whole world may seem messed up, there's actually someone who love you and care for you."

William cupped his hands against Gabe's cheeks and slowly their lips met in a light kiss. Tears streamed down William's cheeks as they kissed, he finally knew that even though the world was like hell, somewhere there was heaven.

They broke apart and William said, "The world may be ugly, but you, Gabe, are beautiful to me."
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